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![]() I am slowly but surely losing myself. I feel like I'm going through a midlife crisis at the age of...19. Yeah, 19. Imagine how life would be for me when I hit 30. *sigh* I don't know what else to do except to rant which I am currently doing. I feel like I'm no fun anymore ever since I turned 19. It's as if the number 19 sucked away the fun AND humor in me. And I don't like that. I used to be the life of the party (well, not really but I contributed some) and now I'm just one of the party-goers that sits by the bar and drinks my sorrows away. Now, I'm just a shadow of myself. If I were the ocean, I would be an ocean that doesn't make any splashes or waves at all. I'm just there, swaying and drifting and 'going with the flow' of the world, of life. Ah, what the fuck am I rambling on and on about? Screw this. I'm over this. | |