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Existence that goes unacknowledged
Posted on Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 7:16:00 PM | 0 comment(s)


Is it too much of me to want you to notice me? Is it? I've been waiting for the day for you to notice me and acknowledge me. We might have exchanged a few 'hellos' and would sometime smile at each other but damn it, don't you realize that I know?

All the while we exchanged these rare 'conversations', your heart wasn't there. You look me in the eye but it isn't me that you see. You smile at me but I know it's only an illusion as if it were directed to me when it really isn't. It was for her.

It's always been for her.

Really, what have I gotten myself into. I fell too far in and now, I can't see no way out no more.

Why is it that the only person who can save me is the person who made me need saving?



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